夜晚

夜已深...

轻轻把窗帘卷起，

丝丝的凉气从窗外悄悄溜入我的房间....

为稍微焗焖的房间注入凉气.....

蛙鸣虫叫声在这幽静的夜晚显得额外清晰....

街灯努力地履行责任， 为暗黑的马路带来些许的光亮.....

我，

静悄悄地享受这夜深人静....

夜晚不曾属于我....

我却执意把夜晚留在我心中。

People....this is way over！！

When I saw this on my facebook status update, my jaw dropped wide open!!

I cant believe there is ppl really take these facebook applications so seriously~

the last phrase ..."i WILL DELETE u from my friend list "..super dramatic !!

Dude, it's just a game ,go get a life …..

Untitled (Another emo post)

Recently , i have this feeling ....
My life is heading no where ....
No point , no direction .....
Dunno what to do ....


Arghhhhh~~~~~

Felt that everything is collapsing all over me ...
Maybe i am just being over exaggerate ...
Maybe what i am facing now is just a small matter .....
But the more i look at the matter , the more i wanna run away from it ....
Hide , duck , run ,dodge ....whatever will do....
Felt that i achieve nothing in my life, other than being an average citizen to my country, average daughter to my parents.....
Really confuse now ...
>_<

another night out

i have been quite slow in updating this blog....hehe, been MIA for a while ...

anyhow, last night was another night out with me friend, M. She ask me out to have some drink in the pub in town. Honestly, i dunno whether that place can consider as pub, but...hmph... this is the one of the "consider ok" place you can find in KT.
Along also with some guy friends of M, one of them is which M have tried so hard to couple up me with him. I do find this particular guy, J is cute. i like when he smiles ......

i have gave out all the signals and green lights , yet he seems to be lack of response that i expected to have .....
well, i guess he is not into me gua.....
but M kept on insisting that he is too shy ..... i need to take more action ....
if i knew the guy is into me but too shy to admit ...mayb i will act more ....
yet to me he seems lack of interest in me .....
mayb i a m not his cup of tea....
but obviously he is mine cup of tea....haha
aiya too bad la like this ......
not much i can do ler...*bummer*

back to last night ending.....
i end up drunk ..
due to lacking skills in playing the "liar dice" game or whatever it is called (usually appear in those hongkee movies ), i kept on losing n the penalty was taking in carlsberg of course.
but this time i am lucky that the guys send me back instead i drive back myself like last time.
last time i was tipsy then i drove back home safely , this time i was drunk.....
M insisted to send me back, escorted by the guys....hahaha.....
But luckily i don get any hangover this morning, thanks to the "good gene” that i inherited from my father. In the Tan family , almost all of the family members are resistance to alcohol (except for some recessive gene expression in some individuals like me sister..hehe).
I'll try not to get drunk again next time .hehe......

这句话是对我说的吗？

通常我们看戏的时候，
都会出现一下场面.....
A男：“ 你是真的喜欢她还是想要得到她的身体？”
B男：“ 我是绝对认真的。 你要相信我！” （认真眼神闪烁中）

.......

结果呢.....
以上无聊情景就发生在我身上， 很不幸的，
我是扮演B男的角色, 而朋友M就是发问问题的那位。


是啦，我不否认最近本小姐对某人垂涎三尺，
每次某人一出现， 我就会发花痴似的口水留个满地， 仿佛非得把那个某人吞进肚子里方才罢休。
我这个自认吃人不吐骨的魔女， 还是保持少许的少女矜持情怀， 对某人始终只敢远观， 到现在也不敢亵玩。结果尚未出手， 就被人质疑个盘满钵满，难道我的形象真的如此不堪，（自作孽不可活+_+） ，我已经沦落到被人这样质疑......(呼天抢地式的无奈)

一句话来形容
“抬头无语问苍天”




P/S: 后记， 我刚发现原来某人是超级长气公， 我应当是猪油蒙了眼才会对此人流口水， 回家拿绿柚叶水洗眼去也。

犯糊涂

我的心犯糊涂了
我正处在进退维谷之间，
往前就是那令人万劫不复的陷阱，
往后我却害怕会失去这份虚假的希望，
明明一再告诫自己，
不应该往那身前的陷阱望去，
可是我忍不住那股盼望。
明明应该转身掉头就离开，
可是我却放任自己在那维谷里进退两难。
这次犯糊涂的病真的是病的不轻，
我还有药救吗？

自言自语--紫嫣自娱

自言自语是我从小就会有的一个小习惯。
平时独自一人时， 我都会和自己说话，把自己的思绪整理清楚。
偶尔， 想起一些好笑的回忆或笑话时， 我就会自顾自的笑起来。
这些异于常人的表现都会让身边的友人深感讶异， 不过， 久而久之他们就会习以为常， 见怪不怪了。请相信我， 我真的不是神经病的=.=

为自己取名为紫嫣其实是蛮随机的， 皆因我在玩某线上游戏是为自己的角色取的一个名字。但是这个名字却如影随形跟着道现在。 直到有一天某网友指出说： “ 紫嫣跟你的英文名很像， 是翻译的吧？” ， 那时我才惊觉原来紫嫣这个名字是那么一个无心的巧合。

在这个部落格里， 我写下我的感想， 我写下我的记忆， 标点符号， 华语英文， 随心所欲。姑且让我这个魔女在这里自言自语兼自娱吧。